Wo xiang wo yi jing hen jiu mei you zai zhe me duan de shi jian ku le na me duo chi. Wo me you he bie ren shuo guo wo ku..qi shi wo yi jing dou bu qing chu ziji zai zhe li ku le duo shao ci. Hen duo shi qing rang wo hen nan guo. Wo chu le ke yi dao gao, wo zhen de bu zhi dao ke yi he shui jiang, mei you ren ke yi ming bai wo de gan shou. Wo bi xu yao wei ziji de jue ding fu shang zhe ren, zhe ge wo hen ming bai, ke shi wo zhen de zuo bu hao. Wo hen ruan luo, you shui ke yi ting jian wo de shen yin, you shui ke yi gao shu wo bu yao pa, wo shui ke yi gei wo na xiao xiao zhen xin de an wei.
Zui hou yi ci wei xue ye ku shi A-level de shi hou, guo hou duo hen mei fan nao guo, hen qing chu ziji bushi du shu xue de cai liao, hen pa mian dui shu xue zhe dongxi. Ke shi, jiu zai jueding ziji wei lai de da xue year2 li, wo bu zhi dao na li lai de yong qi, xuan le yi ge wo mei you xiang guo de Economic as ziji de da xue major. Wo yi qian dou bu duan ti xing ziji bu yao xuan shu xue bu yao bu yao, yin wei ziji zuo bu hao, Finance bu shi wo zai hang de dong xi, shuo dao di qi shi wo lian wo ziji xiang yao shen me wo dou bu dong. Huo xu jing li le zhe yi qie hou, wo cai zhi dao ziji zui ke yi de, zui xiang yao de. Wo hen ming bai ziji bu xi huan nian shu, wo zhen de hen tao yan kan shu. Ke shi wo chu le du shu, zhen de bu dong ke yi wei ziji de jiang lai zuo shen me. Wo bu xi huan ping qiong de sheng huo, wo shi yi ge xi huan xiang shou de ren, wo bu hui ling she de dui dai ziji, ke shi ru guo bu nu li du shu, yao zen yang zai wei lai de sheng huo li da ping? yao zen yang guo ziji xiang yao de sheng huo. Wo jie shou bu liao ziji yi hou de jia ting xiang you xie jia ting yi yang mian dui jing qian de fan nao, wei le qian er fan nao, wo bu xiang yao zhe yang de sheng huo. huo xu wo zhe yang de xiang fa hen bu qian bei, hen jiao ao de gan jue, ke shi wo zhen de bu xiang guo zhe zhong sheng huo.
Bu zhi dao chong na yi ke kai shi, wo yi jing dui zhe shi jie shi qu le tong qing xin. shi qu le ying gai you de ren xing. dui wo lai shuo, wo zhi xiang huo chu ziji xiang yao de meng xiang. wo qi shi zhende hen xiang zhao hui yuan ben de ziji, yi ge zui dan chun zui le guan zui kaixin de ziji. keshi, shi jian he ya li yi jing ba wo tun shi le. You hai you shui hui ling ting wo zhen zhen de xin, yi ge fa chu nei xin de ai wo neh? :(
