Loading to a better life

Tomorrow my starting point to become better and better!!...Finally my church 献堂礼 already finish on yesterday..it is great event and we celebrate joyfully..Happy birthday to my lovely Herald Presbyterian church^^hahaha...A few more days i am going to enjoy my 1 week holiday...hooray for holidays..but i think that is not enough for me!!..it is only 1 week..many thing are waiting for me to do it..and the time are not enough..TT..i also want to study in this holiday...because my mid-term exam will be around mid of September..I am so afraid about it...long essay answer make me in trouble...everything are gonna to memories and memories...understand and understand...I am going to beat my brains out and figure them out..but i cannot sure i can understand them totally..with this familiar phase "nothing is impossible with our God lead..help..and power"...all the glory to our God..Amen..^^

 I want to go seaside!!...i want to enjoy sunset glow..snorkeling in the bright sky-blue sea water..the sea breeze blow on me..It is fresh! excited! happiness! ^^

look at the future...

ohhh..about 1 month..my jiejie gonna to leave malaysia to have her oversea study in Manchester..wow..very congrat to her can continue her study in UK...and i am waiting for her graduation because i can go to UK on that time ..hehehe^^..i think that is too early to think about such thing..hahahaha...

yesterday we just went for her Pre-departure briefing by Manchester uni..It make me having a feel..but i do not know how to describe the feeling..but i hope that i also can have oversea study in future..I sincerely hope that i can leave Malaysia..hahaha....i hope i can have a 外国人as my future husband^^...opps..this show me i think too much..hehe..So the most important thing is achieve good result in A-level..study hard hard hard...!!!!...Study Hard is actually is just a simple word..but why that is so HARD to do it..haizzzzz....I want to change my attitude when studying..I wanna to found a more suitable way for me to work it hard..Aza..aza..fighting..^^

recall some momories..ready to meet my 18 years old..

It is the time for me to update my blog..but i feel like nothing to write... i feel my life is lack of some energy..I need the energy to let my life become more wonderful..I need some energy to continue my goal..where can i get the energy..when i am in secondary school..i think love will be the power to move on..one of my friend tell me '为了一双眼睛而努力'..i am a person that will do it this way..sometime i feel that i need this love to motivate myself...A very long time din see him..although the feel is not strong enough now..but i quite miss the time with him..if can..wanna to be more closely friend again..he maybe already forget about me..nevermind.i dun care..I just dun want to forget about him..today is a lonely friday..the raining day make me recall about him..

 I really miss the time when i was young..i was carry a powerpuff girl bag to sg with lao e..enjoyed a delicious sg laksa in hawker centre..but this laksa shop already move to other place..and i could not found it again since a long time...with the time pass..everything has change...bye my ignorant younger time..i am ready to meet my 18 years old..^^Hope i can have a memorable 18th birthday^^.....

      skip to a glorious way of life..that is live in  the way we want!!!..