Long time do not update my blog
because my trial exam and lazy
need to strive within this 3 weeks
I have so many plans for my study and i hope i finish it on time
the sub that i m in trouble is Economic
I have no confidence to take this sub
I did not understand it and now it look like not much time for me to understand it deeply
I hate this kind of feeling No Confidence
actually I always have below confidence
my face my body my hair my character my family my everything
I always think why people can do it better
why I am not?..I look down on myself..I envy people around me
I have no confidence for myself and I also do not know how to share this kind of feeling to people
Every time i saw someone was improve but I am still at the same place
I will be very disappointed to myself
I already gave so many chances for myself..but i think i still the same
How I am going to help myself
8 more months I am 20 years old
I cannot imagine i have this kind of 'me' to enter my 20years old
few more months to strive for my confidence
Everything gonna to change!!
Hope my A level success and fighting for my dream^^
